A Prayer of Thanks Before The Big Day

Father,

I thank you for your church, your bride. I thank you that she can stand pure before you. She has been s encouraging to me. She has lifted me up when I am down. She has guided me to grow to love you more. She began with milk, soft food, easily broken down. Then, slowly, she gave me solids, harder to break down but more nourishing and enduring. She has prayed for me, walked with me, and guided me. And I have been a part of her.

I thank you for my siblings. I entered the scene onto turf owned by two toddlers, yet they loved me. Two more came after me, following in my footsteps. We’ve laughed together, we’ve fought together, we’ve cried together, we’ve grown together. The days of playing Nintendo games are over, the times for making movies has come to an end, the moments of trampoline jumping have been laid to rest. But, now, the long conversations have come; the nights visiting each other’s homes has arrived. We have grown to be tight-knit, they have drove me to love you more. They are your grace in my life.

I thank you for my two awesome parents. They loved me enough to correct my wrongs. They have guided me through the deserts of juvenile tomfoolery to the streams of wisdom. They taught me about the Light from an early age, so that I might not depart from it. They’ve laughed with me, they have cried with me, they have prayed for me tirelessly. I count it all grace, God. Where would I be without my parents?

I thank you, Father, for my bride. Alyssa has blessed me in ways I never dreamed. Through her, you have displayed such grace to me. She truly loves me, even amongst my failures, insecurities, and weaknesses. She loves me despite my sin. She is patient with me, she makes me laugh when I need it most, she is a woman of great strength. She walks in your ways and shines your light forth, all for you, God. She loves you first, even before me. You are her Father and she is your daughter. You have entrusted her to me, you have grown our souls closer together, until the day that they mingle into one. She is such a blessing and a gift to me that I am so unworthy of…

She is your grace displayed to me.

I thank you God for your salvation. I thank you that you first loved me and pursued me, making me pure before your sight. Even amongst my unfaithfulness you have loved me unconditionally. I sin against you hourly, but you do not depart from me.

How great is your faithfulness?!!!

I scream it into the sky, but no one has an answer. Your faithfulness is beyond my comprehension; this very question transcends human knowledge, reasoning, and emotions. It is unbelievable…

When the trials come, remind me of your faithfulness. In my darkest hour, remind me of this question. In the days of great joy, keep this question in my mind. When everything is awesome in life, remind me of your great faithfulness.

In all I do, let me worship you.